so there's a plan that my mom suddenly told me out of the blue, that if i don't get an SPH scholarschip for both DP years, i'm gonna have to move school. at first, i strongly agree with her, because there's this thing that just made me wanna get out of school so fast without even telling anyone, only to certain people. but, come to think of it, i can't bare the thought that i'm gonna move. either i'm gonna move to smansa, which is not far away from my friends and i can still meet them at boqer or something, but another option is probably moving to my sister straight away, to america. at first i was 100% yes and i agree with it and actually sorta excited, but now, i've been thinking about it lately. i don't get to spend my wednesdays after school in boqer with my friends, weekends with jeremy or ex-classmates or juniors or seniors, i'll just be with my sisters, spending time with them 24/7, which is a good thing coz i haven't spent my days with them in a long time, but cmon, moving? i do want to move because im sorta sick of sph and the expenses that just can't get into my head and make sense. its just too expensive for my parents, their saving money for my whole family, my sister's master degree, my college+uni, and my younger sister that still has a long way ahead, she's still in the 2nd grade and she got like 10 years more of school excluding uni. what's actually the correct answer for this?should i move to america?should i move to australia where at least i can meet my friends there and there are lots of sph students there?singapore with vera+mada?or just staying in indonesia probably in smansa?i've got a lot to think of lately. i know you all might think that its too soon for me to think about college etc. i know, i'm still in the 10th grade and i have better things to worry about such as PP, homework, just passing 10th grade, but the situation for me is kinda different.
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
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