so there's a plan that my mom suddenly told me out of the blue, that if i don't get an SPH scholarschip for both DP years, i'm gonna have to move school. at first, i strongly agree with her, because there's this thing that just made me wanna get out of school so fast without even telling anyone, only to certain people. but, come to think of it, i can't bare the thought that i'm gonna move. either i'm gonna move to smansa, which is not far away from my friends and i can still meet them at boqer or something, but another option is probably moving to my sister straight away, to america. at first i was 100% yes and i agree with it and actually sorta excited, but now, i've been thinking about it lately. i don't get to spend my wednesdays after school in boqer with my friends, weekends with jeremy or ex-classmates or juniors or seniors, i'll just be with my sisters, spending time with them 24/7, which is a good thing coz i haven't spent my days with them in a long time, but cmon, moving? i do want to move because im sorta sick of sph and the expenses that just can't get into my head and make sense. its just too expensive for my parents, their saving money for my whole family, my sister's master degree, my college+uni, and my younger sister that still has a long way ahead, she's still in the 2nd grade and she got like 10 years more of school excluding uni. what's actually the correct answer for this?should i move to america?should i move to australia where at least i can meet my friends there and there are lots of sph students there?singapore with vera+mada?or just staying in indonesia probably in smansa?i've got a lot to think of lately. i know you all might think that its too soon for me to think about college etc. i know, i'm still in the 10th grade and i have better things to worry about such as PP, homework, just passing 10th grade, but the situation for me is kinda different.
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Monday, August 30, 2010
got 86% of them. :)
I want a boy who will move the hair away from my eyes, and then kiss me. Who will hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. A boy who will sing to me at random moments. Who lets me sleep on his chest. I want a guy who will tell his family and friends all about me. Bring me soup or orange juice when I’m sick. I want a boy who is more goofy than romantic, but knows the right things to say at the right times. I want a boy who will call me 3 times a day if he went away. A boy who will apologize for calling too much, and no matter how many times I tell him its okay, he’d still do it. A boy who will let me gossip to him and just smile and agree with everything I say. A boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb and then jump on me and kiss me a million times. Who will bet kisses on who could beat who on at game. Who makes fun of me just to make me laugh. A boy who will surprise me with 25 cent ring and we could have contest of how far we can spit our gum. Who will take me to the park, put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. A boy who will kiss my neck, just to have a reason to tell me how much he loves my new perfume. I want a boy who, at night, who will dance in his pajamas with me. A boy who will take pictures in photo booths with me, someone who will never turn down a trip to the lake and who will play tag on the beach with me. A boy who could sit with me on the kitchen floor and eat sandwiches. Who will kiss me in the pouring rain. I want a boy who would try to teach me how to play the guitar, even if we just end up laughing at each other. I want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair, share his lollipops with me, and get along with all of my friends. Someone who would never be afraid to say I love you in front of his friends and someone who would argue with me about silly things just to make up. I want a boy who will take me to Target to just make fun of some of the stuff there. Someone who will kiss me at midnight on New Years and who will make funny faces at me when I’m on the phone. I want a boy who will count stars with me and be friends with my family. I want a boy who will stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. Someone who will squirt water guns at me in the house after I’ve got him soaked. I want a boy who looks me the eye and tell me something serious, that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. A boy who could make me laugh like no one else can. I want a boy who will hold me closer than normal when I’m sick, and would play with my hair. But mostly I want a boy who is my best friend and will always be there for me.
PEOPLLEEE!woooah its been a while since i posted things on this blog:) sooo nothing really special this month :D well here's a list of what i've been doing this month
- on the 3rd of august was my birthdaaay!:3 and i got a friggin messy birthday surprise from beloved miavas+jasper and jeremy too! eggs, curry, HONEY [i strongly dislike honey], fish, and other disgusting stuff you can think off. -_-
- on the 15th, jeremyandi have been officially dating for 5 months! iloveyouu:)
- 20th-21st was LDK/leadership camp. MUCH better than last year's, no alter ego:p
- puasaaaa![11 august] :3
- pp stuff grrrr @_@ [introduction done, research note due this week FUUUUUUUUG]
- and TONS and TONS and TONS of homework from beloved sph. hhhh-_-
Monday, August 02, 2010
You get in the biggest fights with the people you care about the most because those are the relationships you are willing to fight for. #TLS
the people i fight with the most is jeremy haryanto and vera veronica sastra.
:)
