houston, texas!

astagaaa the last post i posted was almost exactly 2 months ago in 2 days. daang. forgive me, for there have been piles and piles of homework shit from the beloved sph sentul city :) and i couldn't and wouldn't dare to spare any time for blogging. just like the title of this post, i am now currently in houston, texas :) not moving, just for the winter break :D houston is awesome so far, but not feeling that well. not physically, but soul-ly *apasih-_- well i was sick when i got here but feeling MUCH better :) hmm been eating A LOT here but also been playing basketball and jump ropin so its all good :) well i guess thats it. ill be posting some pictures on fb about me duties here :)

well this is shit

okay, experiencing a little too much of nostalgia. CMON AYO GET OVER IT! im sorry :( today's sort of a teary day. my friends finally know what's going on with me, nostalgia, i just realized what a horrible girlfriend i am for making my boyfriend sick, which leads back to the nostalgia.

ps: please ignore this post, it's probably just pms. i just feeling like bursting into tears -_-

Au Revoir

so theres this big possibility that i'm moving to america next year. its been hard and painful thinking about leaving indo and all my loved ones and the hardest is probably jeremy haryanto. BUT there have been lots of reasons for me to move

• i'll make new friends
• i get to stay in america
• im gonna leave all the shits in indo [you know who you are]
• im gonna finish school faster and thats a good thing i guess
• and many private more

MINAL AIDIN WAL FA'IDZIN
MOHON MAAF LAHIR DAN BATIN!
from the susetyo's :)

and the prabanto's too! :D

*ps: forgive me for the late-ness of this blog post. it's the thought that counts riight? :p

it's not :)

well i guess it's over

tropophobia - fear of moving or making changes

so there's a plan that my mom suddenly told me out of the blue, that if i don't get an SPH scholarschip for both DP years, i'm gonna have to move school. at first, i strongly agree with her, because there's this thing that just made me wanna get out of school so fast without even telling anyone, only to certain people. but, come to think of it, i can't bare the thought that i'm gonna move. either i'm gonna move to smansa, which is not far away from my friends and i can still meet them at boqer or something, but another option is probably moving to my sister straight away, to america. at first i was 100% yes and i agree with it and actually sorta excited, but now, i've been thinking about it lately. i don't get to spend my wednesdays after school in boqer with my friends, weekends with jeremy or ex-classmates or juniors or seniors, i'll just be with my sisters, spending time with them 24/7, which is a good thing coz i haven't spent my days with them in a long time, but cmon, moving? i do want to move because im sorta sick of sph and the expenses that just can't get into my head and make sense. its just too expensive for my parents, their saving money for my whole family, my sister's master degree, my college+uni, and my younger sister that still has a long way ahead, she's still in the 2nd grade and she got like 10 years more of school excluding uni. what's actually the correct answer for this?should i move to america?should i move to australia where at least i can meet my friends there and there are lots of sph students there?singapore with vera+mada?or just staying in indonesia probably in smansa?i've got a lot to think of lately. i know you all might think that its too soon for me to think about college etc. i know, i'm still in the 10th grade and i have better things to worry about such as PP, homework, just passing 10th grade, but the situation for me is kinda different.

okay.enough bloggin for now. gonna go off and get ready for school! -_-

okay.enough bloggin for now. gonna go off and get ready for school! -_-

just wait. it'll all pay off eventually

:3

got 86% of them. :)

I want a boy who will move the hair away from my eyes, and then kiss me. Who will hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. A boy who will sing to me at random moments. Who lets me sleep on his chest. I want a guy who will tell his family and friends all about me. Bring me soup or orange juice when I’m sick. I want a boy who is more goofy than romantic, but knows the right things to say at the right times. I want a boy who will call me 3 times a day if he went away. A boy who will apologize for calling too much, and no matter how many times I tell him its okay, he’d still do it. A boy who will let me gossip to him and just smile and agree with everything I say. A boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb and then jump on me and kiss me a million times. Who will bet kisses on who could beat who on at game. Who makes fun of me just to make me laugh. A boy who will surprise me with 25 cent ring and we could have contest of how far we can spit our gum. Who will take me to the park, put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. A boy who will kiss my neck, just to have a reason to tell me how much he loves my new perfume. I want a boy who, at night, who will dance in his pajamas with me. A boy who will take pictures in photo booths with me, someone who will never turn down a trip to the lake and who will play tag on the beach with me. A boy who could sit with me on the kitchen floor and eat sandwiches. Who will kiss me in the pouring rain. I want a boy who would try to teach me how to play the guitar, even if we just end up laughing at each other. I want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair, share his lollipops with me, and get along with all of my friends. Someone who would never be afraid to say I love you in front of his friends and someone who would argue with me about silly things just to make up. I want a boy who will take me to Target to just make fun of some of the stuff there. Someone who will kiss me at midnight on New Years and who will make funny faces at me when I’m on the phone. I want a boy who will count stars with me and be friends with my family. I want a boy who will stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. Someone who will squirt water guns at me in the house after I’ve got him soaked. I want a boy who looks me the eye and tell me something serious, that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. A boy who could make me laugh like no one else can. I want a boy who will hold me closer than normal when I’m sick, and would play with my hair. But mostly I want a boy who is my best friend and will always be there for me.

reblog from http://misyachristina.tumblr.com/

PEOPLLEEE!woooah its been a while since i posted things on this blog:) sooo nothing really special this month :D well here's a list of what i've been doing this month

• on the 3rd of august was my birthdaaay!:3 and i got a friggin messy birthday surprise from beloved miavas+jasper and jeremy too! eggs, curry, HONEY [i strongly dislike honey], fish, and other disgusting stuff you can think off. -_-
• on the 15th, jeremyandi have been officially dating for 5 months! iloveyouu:)
• 20th-21st was LDK/leadership camp. MUCH better than last year's, no alter ego:p
• puasaaaa![11 august] :3
• pp stuff grrrr @_@ [introduction done, research note due this week FUUUUUUUUG]
• and TONS and TONS and TONS of homework from beloved sph. hhhh-_-

come to think of it, that's a lot of things of what i've been doing this month:p uu uu uu, i'm sorta planning to move from sph next year. *tears :'( either to smansa if my brain can afford it:p or to AMERICA D: america's reaaaally far from indoo._. and its hard to meet up with my friends here. NOOOO:( well at least if im planning to go to college straight away, awel and maybe tiffany, my bitches:p will be coming with mee in seattle baby!<3>it, next it was a senior cheating on my other senior which kills me to tell her but i won't, what's next?i SO don't want them to come true. those aren't good dreams or wtvr, it was sort of a nightmare :S oh well i gotta end this post and go back reading John 5 from mr.scott for biblical studies. hhhh-_-oh!and read bbm a.k.a BURUNG BURUNG MANYAR. okaayyy ltr guys!

You get in the biggest fights with the people you care about the most because those are the relationships you are willing to fight for. #TLS

the people i fight with the most is jeremy haryanto and vera veronica sastra.
:)

i'm back(:

HEY!so, im back from chinaaa! sooo much to tell you guys! first of all,

3silvermedals!(:

gosh that was exciting!we were all satisfied with the results of the 3silvermedals.(:we all sang our hearts out to deserve this.

stuck in spore.

that was not really exciting.sorta actually:pso i was with anne&angie, and we decided to enter the gate because the plane to indo was boarding already.i decided to take out my passport and boarding pass and everything first so i can just give to the lady/man or wtvr straight away.it turns out, its not there.i checked my bag, i took everything out, its still not there.wow i panicked.anne&angie went to the stores we went to before, it wasnt there too.then i remembered, i think i must of dropped in the plane before, the plane from shanghai to spore.i told the tour guide and we straight away go to the office thingy or smthng.they were all panicking, even the lady that i talked to about my lost passport panicked-along with me, she was sorta more panicked than me which sorta seemed funny to me:panyways, at first, the lady said they didn't find it.ohmygod you cannot believe how much i wanted to cry atm, but i decided not to.she also told me, i can't go back to indonesia.wow i felt like crying even more.then it was time for the plane to leave spore, the tourguide left me and it turns out that ibutisa's gonna stay with me, and i felt soooo guilty for making her stay with me.im sorry butisaa:sanyways, they reported me again that they found the passport and we're gonna leave spore in the next flight for free.we were sitting right in the back of business, maybe they wanted to put us in business but it was full:pthe plane was filled with working man-_-okay so that's about me being stuck in spore.here's a list of higlights of getting stuck in spore:

• they announced my FULL NAME ayuhapsariprabanto at changi.WOW i feel proud:p
• because i was underaged, SQ wanted to call my mom and report that i'm stuck in spore.cool!
• i got to know how sph is like, ib,myp,pp,ee coz i spent like 2-3 hours with butisa and that's all that we talked about:pthanks butisa!(:
• i sorta left my phone in the seat that i was sitting-_-ssst!:x

off to china!

this is my last blogpost this month before the 30th probably. i'm off to china!:D wish SPHSCCYC the GREATEST luck so that we can win a gold medal in the world choir games:)

i am SOOOOOOO going to miss

• JEREMY HARYANTOOOOO!<3
• me familyyy!
• MIAVAS!
• other besties
• #sph13
• and everyone else!

okay, so i didn't get the chance to watch scrubs, yet-_- updates!

3 days till china!:o
waaaw its that fast.this year is so fast i can't believe im leaving indo for another world choir games.its the 6th btw:O

i have a new series that i want to follow!:D *not new actually its just new for me to follow*

scrubs

dear mbaecky mbaniken

hey sisters!< 3 ininini yang aku mauuu:D

rayban glasses+sunnies [for the sunnies terserah mau warna apaaa i like them all kok:D]


ini toms shoes yg aku mauu *kebanyakan yak?* kalo aku emg dibeliinnya 2, maunya yg modelnya beda hehe tapi terserah mba ecky mba niken sih :D


thankyou sisterrrs!< 3

ps: imissyou!

Things That a Perfect Guy Would Do

JEREMY IS HOOOOME! horraaaaaay :) tpi sayangnya gw gada pulsa jadi sama aja ga bisa ngomong sama dia gw-_- hmmm. anyways, i was reading a post from rafikenyia's blog and this just made me smile:) sooo here's the post!

Things That a Perfect Guy Would Do

1. Known how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respect your independence.
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hand would always find your hand.
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but know when to be serious.
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it acutally hurts.
16. Smile a lot.
17. Plans a romantic date full of things he wouldn't normally do because he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20 Drive five hours just to see you for one.
21. Always gives you a kiss when you leave, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing, even if he can't.
23. Have a creative sense of humor.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason.

jeremy is coming home tomorrow! :)

bali oh bali

uuuu bali i love you but you took jeremy from meh how dare you! *apasih-_- DAN xl cupuuu gw jadi ga bisa bbman sama dia woo. and btw

*drumroll please* *eng ing eng*

MY BLACKBERRY IS BACK! <>

all about jeremyharyanto

• he's an asshole
• he does not know what tank top is
• he said "gembreng"
• he sleeps like REALLY EARLY and leaves me all the time hmm jerk *so so kidding<3>
• he said a really smart thing: "aku sih iduncare" hmm-_-?
  
• he's mine:p
  

by the way, visit my personal project blog! since one of the major assessments to pass 10th grade is personal project, therefore each and everyone of us should have a blog for our personal project in order to get a good grade.

personal project - ayu hapsari prabanto's

summerr

hmm so im guessing that i have become more more much more friggin FAT. hmm-_- i've been cooking since summer break started!:3 some news flash about this summer:

• i wont be meeting jeremy for about 6 weeks*kepriang hati pecah
• gw pengen rajin sholat!:3
• menguruskan+meninggikan badannn dengan cara berenang --> hmm._.
• choirchoirchoir!*oke?

hadoh thats kinda hard to accomplish kyknya-_-

PERHATIAN PERHATIAN

temen gw MISYA CHRISTINA SALENDU ERWIN hp nya baru dicolong sama some friggin random ibu2. dia lg main ddr trs tuh ibu2 ngambil kali. bagi yang ngeliat
PLEASE LANGSUNG LAPOR KE MISYA ATO GW ITS FRIGGIN IMPORTANT!
*thanks

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH imyb!

blogger oh bloggerrrrrrrr how i miss you! sorry i haven't been updating, got no time to do it --" too busy huhu~ hmmm so now im in the 4th quarter for this school year. just had pp induction - heck tiring @_@ idk what to wriiiite D: well everythings been going well though so far so nothing much happened.. :D oh well gotta go back doing my works! *actually i'd open fb, texting, plurk, msn* but now i actually wanna do my hw :p tmrw imma update you and change layouts etc kay? :) okay laterrrr~

i just made looklet! ~ ayuhp

springgggg break

hmmm well i just made formspring.me

http://www.formspring.me/ayuhp

for like the whole week, i've been going to malls, meeting friends. fun, yet tiring. what have i been doing specifically?

• moday: jasperjenn's bday - first day to meet hiiim! happy :)
• tuesday: jesse's - planning to meet him, but nevermind :p
• wednesday: ias' hair extension day lol - met him! :D
• thursday: sency, sorta rhesa's bday but we ddnt do anything special - met him like happiest day probably :]
• friday [today]: went to bellnov with mom and sister, tiring - communicated with him, but now we're not ):
  
• saturday: plans to do english -_- need to work on it ASAP! - hopes everything would work out and continue the communication between me and him
  
• sunday: rest, finishing english, fb plurk blogger formspring

awesome week, eh? awesome, but tiring though -_- oh well its okay to be tired once in a while :p more details on spring break, click here and here

and btw, i'm working things out with him HORRAY!! :]

i'm baaaaaaaaaack!

AAAAAAA it's been such a loooong time since i update you me lovely blogger! the last time i post something on this blog is like jan 15 o.o WOW! forgive meeeee for not updating this blog hehe :D school's been killing me lately -_- tons of hw AND tests AND projects too.. soo hmmm apa lagi ya? well lately, been living a happy life :) oh iya! anak2 angkatan gw skrg BANYAK ABIS yg pacaran hahaah :D misya dondo, anne darren *of course, btw 4 years together in total! :)*, wendy ivanna, shanti gio, vera ken *it's complicated*, randy cleo, melvin marcelle, jasper catty, hmm siapa lagi ya? i think that's it.. lmyn banyak kann? hahaha :D jdi tuh skrg setiap kali break ato lunch ato afterschool, kantin tuh dipenuhi dgn org2 pacaran hahaha :D duuuh idk what to write hehe :D there hasn't been any probs sih hoho.. check out these sites aja deh for my recent activities hoho

http://www.facebook.com/ayuhapsariprabanto
http://www.plurk.com/ayuhapsariprabanto

:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iNzrwh2Z2hQ#

AWESOME REMIX OF 25 HITS OF 2009 BY DJ EARWORM! MUST WATCH/HEAR!

never knew i needed, ne-yo

(ooh) for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)

for the ending of my first begin
(ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
and for the rare and unexpected friend
(ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
for the way you're something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

my accidental happily (ever after) (oh oh oh)
the way you slime and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed (oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
http://www.elyricsworld.com/never_knew_i_needed_lyrics_ne-yo.html
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
so now it's so clear i need you here always

who'd knew that i'd be here (who'd knew that i'd be here oh oh)
so unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)
undeniablely happy (hey)
said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)

girl you're the..
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (said i needed oh oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (needed oh)
so now it's so clear i need you here always
baby baby
now it's so clear i need you here always