HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE! (:

woooow its been another year already! well to all of you who have made a great year for me this year, THANK YOU!

special thanks to:

• misya, for being my partnerincrime/wife/bff/wtvr you call urself <3
• vera, GAAH i just love youu! <3
• ariane, uhh baby i miss you so muuch! thank you for being me lovely sistaa <3
• ivanna, aduh gw cinta bgt dah sama lo! <3
• shanti, for being my special niece! gaah i love you baby, AND I MISS YOU SO MUUCH!
• randy, my CIBAYMARIBAY friend :D thanks for the lessons you taught mee (:
• melvin, my loove! <3
• adia, AAAA thanks for the stories you tell me, they make me smile/laugh (: cerita2 lgi ya nyoong :p
• JXBBYTACHOZ, omg i just LOVE the four of youu! <3
• 9th GRADERS OF SPH SENTUL CITY 09/10, imyall during the holidays seriouslyy! <3
• aaron&ias, DEDEK2KU TERCINTAAA! yg bikin gw ketawa kalo lgi sedih, ily dedeeeks!
  
• lovely family, my greatest support in life (: i love youus! <3
• and to ALL OF YOU who have been a part of my life this year, no matter how small (:

well those are my loveloves <3>

• my birthday <3
• MIAVAS birthdays, the surprises.. they're so much fuun! <3
• randy's messy bithday lol :p
• moving from 8th grade to 9th grade
• PERTH! uhlala how much i miss that trip <3
• 12.06.09 o.o
• new adoring classmates! *mada, luki, nevi, dita, era, and manymany more*
• school events that are greatt
• LDK hoho that has been an alter ego boost for me
• being in SC (: thanks for the opportunity guys
• being in the 9th grade
• the figth that MIAVAS had, wooow don't wanna go back there -_-
• malaysia trip with beloved vera <3
• december holidaay
• new years celebratioon (:
  

well those are the memories. gosh that's a lot :D but there are tons more~ hmm i have some new year resolutions!

• become a better person to family&friends&others&the ENVIRONMENT
• live a healthy life
  
• better grades!
• be more religious 0:)
  
• save money better
• forgeting the past, LOOK TO THE FUTURE!

and last but NOT least ...

• will not produce anymore tears about it and that part of my life

hope that i can accomplish them :) well probably not all of them, at least the last one -_- hearing about the news that 2012 will be the end of the world, i kinda not believe that it is THE END of the world, i just sorta believe that things that are told can happen, but it will not cause THE END of the world, its up to GOD when this world will END. lets just leave god to it, kay? :)

well that's all from me, and i just want to wish you all

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!

29.12.2009

sooo yesterday i went to TAMAN SAFARII! :) udh lama bgt gw ga kesanaaa hoho :o disana gw sih basically cmn nntn shows gitu, tpi gpp asik (y) i went there with my mom, sister and grandma hehe.. it was fun! (y)

december oh december

woooooah its been a while since i uupdated this blog.. btw, since like the 12th of something is the time my school have our holiday! (: andd at first, i didnt have any plan to go anywhere, but it turns out i went to malaysiaa! and it was A-W-E-S-O-M-E! :D i went there with vera and her cousins and brother.. i went there for 4 days, starting from the 22nd and i just got back home like yesterday :D it was tiring though -_- yesterday, when i met my mom, i asked for a MASSAGE and a BODY SCRUB ASAP! :D this afternoon i just got it, and it was gooood :D on the 23rd, my feelings were like shit, i feel like theres a certain burden in me and it makes me wanna go home ): it turns out that my grandma was sick, went to the hospital and stayed there for a day or so.. she woke up in the middle of the night, and she cant breathe idk why, but thank god she's okay now (: she's probably too tired, she's very active for someone her age -_- she is always away everyday, going to places, having lots of activities, but I LOVE HER <3>

• MIAVAS! *misyaivannaanneverashanti*
• RAM! *randyadiamelvin*
• JXBBYTACHOZ! *jessabbytassjanachoz*
• CLASSMAAAAATES! :(

I LOVE YOUSS! <3>

HO HO HOOOOOOOOLIDAY!

oh waaaaaw setelah 2 minggu hectic sebelom liburan, akhirnya LIBURAN! :o tpi somehow i'm not ready krn ga ketemu seangkatan selama 1 bulan lebih D: bakal nganggur selama 1 bulan lebih D: jadiii yg liburan pada nganggur harus janjian sama gw (y) jalan kek, main krmh org kek, BADMINTOON! *wooh flashback 5 detik -_-* dan dan daannnn liburan ini tadinya gw pengen ke spore sama vera, tpi ga jadi -_- jadinya kita liburan bareng teruus! ganti2an nginep, terus tahun baru muter2 jakarta/bogor, dll dehh.. melvin juga kyknya nganggur (y) gw pengen ke baliiiiiiiii~ tpi males dan ga sempet urusin -_- yasud lah, PREPARE UNTUK NEMPLOK KE FB SELAMA 1 BULAN LEBIH! D: btw, kmrn itu event christmas sekolaaah, the gift of the year.. beeh gw capek abes kmrn -_- TAPI SENEENG UDH SELESAAAAAI (: legaa! skrg event selanjutnya buat stucon taun ini ituuuuu SPORT FEST! for more info nnti deh kapan2 gw kabarinn.. udh sih itu aja, lgi ga begitu mood ngeblog hehe :D dan gw update blog aja lgi di skolah nih.. huaaa lejaran dt doang nih yg masih ada pelajaraann.. the only reason i brought my laptop _-_ yasud deh shudah dulu yaaa i have to go back to my assignment -_- later! (:

kills

this week is the most torturing week EVER! though at the same time, its friggin awesome :D 3 days in a row i was dying, stuDYING for tests -_- on tuesday i had a bs test, today i just took my math test which was HAAARD and i dont think that i'll pass --" tomorrow i have science *grr* tonight is the most tiring day! in the morning i got the stomach ache and i still got it for the whole day until now D: dt was stressful, too many hw -_- next period was math and it was th TEST D: then it was music, which was awesome but my teacher asked my helped to record a song and it was a bit tiring. after that was lunch then bi, we worked on our stories but i can't focus due to the seating arrangement with jeremy malvin gio and hendra nearby --" then it was science and ibu didn't come D: our sub was ms. elise, but that period was fun. vera ivanna and i catch up with each other, we tell each other stories and i love that session! <3 then i had activity, chamber, and we recorded some videos! heres the link: http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?comments&v=196867094129#/video/?id=195448125145

btw, today is me beloved MISYA'S birthdaaay :) happy birthday to you loove <3

back to topic. then i had choir after school, but before that we gave a surprise for misyaaaa :) theeeeen after choir i watched the basketball game, then ate dinner with my lovely peeps! <3 vera treated us because it was her birthday too on 30th november. thanks ya veeer :p then i head off to kumon, took my hw, then went straight back home. then finish dt which was friggin hectic --" theeen i go down stairs and take a shower. suddenly, it was a black out --" thank god i haven't take a showerr~ i waited for around 1 hour or so, then took a shower. now i'm supposed to be stuDYING for science, but got caught up with blogger.. oh well :D

hectic week - -"

my oh myyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy dari tanggal 1 desember 2009 sampe skrg hectic week abes --"

1 desember 2009: first day of school abis long weekend, capek parahhh.. catch up sama pelajaran yang ketinggalan dan itu BANYAK ABES! gw padahal ga masuk cuman 1 stengah hari ketinggalannya udh kyk 1 minggu *lebai*
2 desember 2009: tes bi sendirian, satu angkatan udh semua kecuali gw *pressure grr* bs blom selesai proposal cas, cooking demo harus selesain di skolah ketemuan jam 6.30! :o
3 desember 2009: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MBA NIKEN! :) dan yang lain ada dt due date, english due date, bi tes result, sparing lawan AIS, math ketinggalan parah dan masih bingung D:
4 desember 2009: tes english, harus print cerita buat english, math harus belajar lagi biar ngerti buat tes, dan semoga ga dikasih pr lagi sama guru2..

GILAGILAGILAGILAAAAAA hectic week abis kann? dan gw minggu ini moody abes, bisa satu pelajaran ketawaaaaa melulu, trs the next subject bt gitu -_- DAN, internet dirumah gw ga bisa 0.o gw aja bikin post ini aja disekolah with Zsazsa Daniella by my side ngeliat huahahhahaha :D

eh eh gw mau cerita ah ttg mimpiii, tpi a part of aja hehe >.<

jadijadi tadi malem gw mimpi ttg mobil dan marah2 gitu --" jadi gw misya anne vera alto melvin randy adia, naik mobilnya gw yg panther.. alto yg nyetir, trs melvin duduk didepan, trs seating arrangement yg lain ga usah dibilang hehe :p alto nyetir gila abes sampe nabrak2 dan gw marah2 --" dan dan dan krn mimpi itu, gw jadi mengetahui apa yg seseorang ga suka gw lakuin (y) huahahah :D kyknya gw dpt mimpi ini gara2 kmrn deh, soalnya gw ke boqer main MT sampe brp kali gitu dan gw marah2in rei tanpa alesan hehe :D kebawa mimpi deh huahahaha :D hmm udh sih itu aja huahaha, oke deeeeeh later people!

perih - vierra

Dirimu
Tak pernah menyadari
Semua
Yang pernah kau miliki

Kau buang aku
Tinggalkan diriku
Kau hancurkan aku
Seakan ku tak pernah ada

Aku kan bertahan
Meski takkan mungkin
Menerjang kisahnya
Walau perih.. Walau perih

Salahkah
Aku terlalu cinta
Berharap
Semua kan kembali

Kau buang aku
Tinggalkan diriku
Kau hancurkan aku
Seakanku tak pernah ada

Aku kan bertahan
Meski takkan mungkin
Menerjang kisahnya
Walau perih

Aku kan bertahan
Meski takkan mungkin
Menerjang kisahnya
Walau perih.. Walau perih

oh yes!

girls

(y)

flashback

• Boy: I need someone to talk to.
• Girl: I'm always here for you.
• Boy: I know.
• Girl: What's wrong?
• Boy: I like her so much.
• Girl: Talk to her.
• Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me.
• Girl: Don't say that...you're amazing.
• Boy: I just want her to know how I feel.
• Girl: Then tell her.
• Boy: She won't like me.
• Girl: How do you know that?
• Boy: I can just tell her...
• Girl: Well just tell her.
• Boy: What should I say?
• Girl: Tell her how much you like her.
• Boy: I tell her daily.
• Girl: What do you mean?
• Boy: I'm always with her...I love her.
• Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same problem...but he'll never like me.
• Boy: Wait. Who do you like?
• Girl: Oh, some boy.
• Boy: Oh, she won't like me either.
• Girl: She does.
• Boy: How do you know?
• Girl: Because who wouldn't like you?
• Boy: You.
• Girl: You're wrong. I love you.
• Boy: I love you too.
• Girl: So are you going to talk to her?
• Boy: I just did.
  

"love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop”
- ANONYMOUS"

<3

i'm in love with DEMI LOVATO! since like yesterday or 2 days ago, i was youtube-ing, and i watched demi lovato's music video, don't forget. WOW awesome song (y) and also, i love the song get back. i don't like it because of the lyrics, but i love her voice especially in that song. if i sing that song, people tend to think that i mean it, but i don't! -_- oh well, who cares what people thinks? haaha :D

lines from songs - wows

• mana janji manismu, mencintaiku sampai mati.. kini engkau pun pergi, saatku terpuruk sendiri.. aku lah sang mantan - mantan, nidji
• katamu kau tak akan tinggalkan aku, sakiti aku, lukai aku.. tapi kau ternyata tinggalkan aku, sendiri - lagu sedih, mulan jameela
  
• when the phone would ring, and i know it was you - get back, demi lovato
• did you regret, ever standing by my side? - don't forget, demi lovato
• tonight will be the night that i will fall for you over again, don't make me change my mind. i won't live to see another day i sweat its true, because a boy like you is impossible to find, impossible to find - fall for you, secondhand serenade
• lucky i'm in love with my best friend - lucky, jason mraz ft. colbie calliat *sarcasm grr*
• ku kan setia, menjagamu, bersama dirimu dirimu woo - bersamamu, vierra *bull crap*
• i don't love you, like i did, yesterday - i don't love you, my chemical romance *easy to say, hard to actually mean it*

don't forget

did you forget, that i was even alive?
did you forget, everything we ever had?
did you forget, did you forget about me?

did you regret ever standing by my side?
did you forget we were feeling inside?
now i'm left to forget about us

but somewhere we went wrong
we were once so strong
our love is like a song, you can't forget it

so now i guess this is where we have to stand
did you regret ever holding my hand? -> never happened, wish it could
never again, please don't forget, don't forget

we had it all, we were just about to fall
even more in love, than we were before
i won't forget, i won't forget about us

but somewhere we went wrong
we were once so strong
our love is like a song, you can't forget it at all

and at last all the pictures have been burned
and all the past is just a lesson that we've learned
i won't forget, please don't forget, about us

somewhere we went wrong
we were once so strong
our love is like a song, but you won't sing along
you've forgotten about us
don't forget

songs i CANNOT get out from my head

1. party in the U.S.A - miley cyrus

idk how this song got into my head. so i was watching disney channel, and this song appeared, trs its stuck in my head now, and i like the song :]

1. fall for you - secondhand serenade

i LOVE this song, but now its stuck in my head, idk why. maybe because its true? OH NOO JANGAN SAMPAI! :O

1. the climb - miley cyrus

yaaa this song isnt really in my head now, but it is still sometimes hehe :D

1. you said - anonymous

well this song is stuck in my head coz i made it :] adia, anne and misya wants to hear it. shelia and nasha have huahaa :D but now its kinda embarassing coz of the deep lyrics and the song is boring -_-

cravings

• CHOCOLATE FUDGE CAKE
• J.COOL! <3
• pictures for me to edit - in the mood to edit
• HOLIDAY! or at least smthng that would stop hw - grr
• another YOUTH CAMP! (?) i suddenly miss it, because of my friends being with me
• reuniiiii bersama anak2 seangkatan dari kelas 1 SD smpe 3 SMP kalau mungkin :] imygsm
• white tops
• t-shirts
• jeans leggings or legging jeans, ya basically leggings that looks like jeans
• some more pants/jeans
• leggings that are like stocking, but they're leggings
  
• shoes and sandals
• jacket/sweater
• dvd marathon
• blackberry bold! *grrr* my mom allows me to have it, but she said "if we hve the money" _-_
• people's stories that i can help with :]
• breakfast! *for now, coz there's nthing to eat this morning -_-
• canon 500D - live time crave
• taking pics! (?) idk why
• my old hair, when i was in austria, BEST HAIR STYLE EVER for me! i love it
• high waists (skirt/pants/jeans)
• watching 90210 and heroes AGAIN from season 1 till their last season coz i frgt the story -_-
• THE TRUTH! :O
• my sisters - imysm :(
• houston, austria, perth
• a day where i can be emotional, write songs, do anything that i wanna do
• TIME MACHINE

GOSH that's a lot of cravings -_- it took me more than 5 mins, which means i think about my cravings! :D

pagi pagi bikin emosi

gilaa baru aja jam segini udh ada aja org yg bisa bikin gw emosi. jadi gw charge hp di comp bawah, trs gw lupa ada alarm jam 7, trs gw denger dan kebangun.. trs ada org yg norak gaptek gitu, ngga tau cara matiinnya. bangun2 ya gw ngecek lah ada sms ato bbm ato apa lah.. dia kan nanya gmn cara matiin alarm, dan kalo matiin alarm harus ada alarmnya dan harus nungguin jam yega? emg tuh org udh sok tau, gaptek, emosian ngga jelas -_- pas alarmnya udh bunyi, yaah dia kyk anak kecil, gantian gitu dia beres2 trs ngmng "bentar ya" dengan nada sarkasme kyk tai abis. NORAK LO! gw sih ngga penting lo tau ato ngga, lo yg perlu. BESOK GW NYALAIN NIH ALARM SMPE BERJAM2 BIAR LO STRESS SENDIRI NGGA TAU CARA MATIINYA! MAMAM TUH! :@

ps: sry ya kata2nya kasar. gw lgi emosi. palingan besok gw baca post ini langsung gw delete.. krn kebawa emosi yg disebabkan oleh sesorang yg udh tua tpi norak abis kyk anak kecil @_@

CALLING ALL BOYS! READ THISSSSS! *so so true*

from zsazsa's blog, you can see it in her blog heheh :D

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.



When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.



When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how
long you will be around.



When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all
fine.

When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.



When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.



When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.



When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.



When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than
that.



Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....



Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses
your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he
is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

i swear, this is SO SO TRUE! guys, this is how actually girls are like! again, this is SO SO TRUE! buat it, BACAA! @_@

btw gw lgi suka emoticon @_@ idk why lol :D

thank you

before knowing the truth, i was crushed, but because of someone who cares about me, MORE than you do, while you're supposed to care about me the most compared to others, IRONY! *grr* you said A LOT of sweet, yet bullshit crap, and one of them is that you want us to be closer, to be a normal couple where we are close instead of far, and you said it ended because of it is nicer for us to be friends because we are closer. the reason you ended this was because i want to be close to you? OH MY GOD! dude, you are PATHETIC! now i regret ever having to do with you.

tears? you won't be seeing them anymore, at least not about you, for i have known the truth!

farewell..

stupid bull craps -_-

it all began with...

lucky - jason mraz ft/ colbie calliat

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

then when everything was great, and we were blooming...

bersamamu - vierra

memandang wajahmu cerah
membuatku tersenyum senang indah dunia
tentu saja kita pernah
mengalami perbedaan kita lalui

tapi aku merasa
jatuh terlalu dalam cintamu
ku tak akan berubah
ku tak ingin kau pergi selamanya oohh...

ku kan setia menjagamu
bersama dirimu dirimu oohh...
sampai nanti akan slalu
bersama dirimu...

saat bersamamu kasih
kumerasa bahagia dalam pelukmu...

tapi aku merasa
jatuh terlalu dalam cintamu
ku tak akan berubah
ku tak ingin kau pergi selamanya oohh...

ku kan setia menjagamu
bersama dirimu dirimu oohh...
sampai nanti akan slalu
berasma dirimu...

seperti yang kau katakan
kau akan slalu ada..2x
oohh....
menjaga memeluk diriku
dengan cintamu
dengan cintamu hoo...

ku kan setia menjagamu
bersama dirimu dirimu oohh...
sampai nanti akan slalu
bersama dirimu...

saat bersamamu kasih
kumerasa bahagia dalam pelukmu...

a confusion happened, it was complicated..

She calls me baby, then she won't call me.
Says she adores me and then ignores me.
Jenny, what's the problem?
She keeps her distance and sits on fences.
Puts up resistance and builds defenses.

Jenny, what's the problem?
You leave me hanging on the line.
Every time you change your mind.

First You say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me.

She needs her own space. She's playing mind games.
Ends up at my place saying that she's changed.
Jenny, what's the problem?
I'm trying to read between the lines.
You got me going out of my mind.

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me. It's killing me. It's killing me.
Jenny.

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny.

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny. It's killing me. It's killing me. Jenny.


and all of them ended just like that. farewell

Well, when you go
So never think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you g
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

whispers in english class

Ji wan nyong
Keep on moving, keep climbing, keep the faith, BEBEH!
Christina emlem
Ssssssss
Sini gw main
Di cepetan
Hey nice pretty girls.. I like this one
That's like number 6
ADIA BRIGHTNESSNYA DIKURAIN! ADIA!
Please please please please please
SSHT!
Heh
Take take take it all
Ran, just one game! Aaaaaa!
Eh kalo kalah gantian sama gw napa nyong
Shibalashalagem
Ceshh HAHAHAHAHA
NAAAAAAAAAA LIKUMEYITANGKI
What is ji wan yong?
You said that
Control scroll down
Double, yess
You so lame
And Jeremy is a
Ayo ayo, 1 GAME
Please please please please
Ngga kuat ya?
Ih! -_-
Ahhhhh
Ahhhhh
Keh
Ahhhhh
Ahhhh
Aaa its not fair! :(
45.5 - HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Cibau kebenene
Adia ur so evil
Iya I know
Kalo beli yg windows bisa ngga ya?
Bisa lah, ngga usah beli
Ngga kuat tpi
Adek gw punya ah, tpi di mac yg putih
Yeah Chelsea brother
SMASH!
DAMN IT!
Wait, wait until, O MY GOD!
Theres a gel, like dat
Tuh kan! Jadi
Lame girl
Go out go out
UP UP
UP IDIOT
24/7
SEAWEED :D
Eh eh melviiiiiin pleasee

description/meaning/purpose: so we were in our english class, and our teachers wasn't there and we had a sub but the sub is careless :D the boys were playing the "brembrem" game instead of the "dushdush" game, girls were opening laptops and reading THE LIGHT magazine, and this is the result. this was not by the whole class, only a quarter of it, and they are ADIA, MELVIN, RANDY, MISYA, ANNE, AYU and WILLIAM. the begging whispers were from misya, because she wants to play the "brembrem" game, the weird sayings were from from ariane's LIPS, the crazy screaming and laughs and weirds sound effects were from the boys while playing that game.

:'|

i like listening to people telling me stories, and asking me to help them, i really do, because i can learn from it and i just like to help. people tend to tell me stories about relationships or crushes, and after i hear those stories, it made me realize that i miss the old days, when were not together, when we were very close that people think we are going out. but now when we actually are, we look like people who don't know each other, and i don't want that to happen. its not how i imagined or hoped it would be, not even close. the point of us going out is actually to be closer, not further, right? but i just can't get that feeling yet. this week was one of the best week that i have ever had, because we were close, and people were paying attention to us a lot, and that made me happy somehow. he looks so cute when people make fun of us, in a good way. he smiles, he blushes, he does not know how to react. every night he keeps on saying sweet, really sweet things to me, but when we meet, even though it wasn't as bad as it was about 2 or 3 months ago, i still don't believe that he said those things, i mean i know he is the one who says those things, but its like he doesn't mean it. he probably does, but he doesn't show me that. show me that you do. its been around 4 months and 2 weeks. compared to other couples, we have been going out more than them, but it seems like we're a new couple. i miss those days where when we are close, even though i like you, but you like another girl, and you want me to help you getting close with that girl. it hurts, but us being close covers it all, which makes me happy.

i'd rather not have you, but we're very close and it makes me happier instead of having you but it seems like we don't even know each other.

the climb - miley cyrus

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

can't get over it

tengnengnengneng *the ring tone for my bbm*
no matter how many times i have heard it, no matter what situation i have, i still am bliss listening to that ringtone, coz that is my communication tool with it. even though we're in a fight, or i am mad at him, or even i know that he is mad at me, i still get that rush in my body that makes me happy. okay, i might sound desperate -_- but since youth camp, we have become closer, much closer, literally, which is a good thing, and the thing that we have been hoping since 12 of june, 2009. I WANT MORE YOUTH CAMP! well, lets hope that going back to school would exactly be like youth camp, even closer if it is possible.
tengnengnengneng *the ring tone for my bbm* - can't get over it

PS: imyrh :(

octoberr!

its been a while for me to update my blog, due to hw rush -_- okaay so october is awesome! i just got back from youth camp, which was frikin awesoome! i spend 3 days 2 nights with my awesome friends aand this youth camp made a chance for me to be closer to everybody especially it wohoo! <3 hmm other than the youth camp, only hw has been filling this month -_- hmm there's nothing else siih and there has been earthquakes and a lot of rain lately.. now i gotta go coz the internet needs to be shut off coz of the big rain and thunders roar and freaky lightnings -_- oke deeeh ttyl viewers!

HP GW KETEMUUUUU! <3

thanks a lot yaa buat yg menemukan, ank2 klas 8 dan eraa :) dan yg lain2 yg telah membantuu.. MISYA buat nemenin gw nyari literally sampe ngebongkar kamarnya hehe :D dan tmen2 gw yg nemenin dan support me during the hard times thinking about my phone, anak2 asrama yang ngasih gw updates ttg hp gw.. semuanya makasih yaa it means a lot to mee :)

"never do things that you wouldn't want your mom to know." misya christina

okay jadi pada hari minggu pada pukul 4:41 sore, ada anak nyolot bgt yang bikin gw emosi pada waktu yang ngga bener banget.. udh gw pusing mikirin hp gw, ada aja anak nyolot yg bikin gw TAMBAH emosi -_- oke so here is the chat history.. btw it was fb chat..

Ryuta
lesby

4:41pmAyu
anjing lo ngomong kyk gitu ngga boong ngga sopan lo anjing
mungkin menurut lo lucu tapi ngga sumpah

4:41pmRyuta
lu lesby sumpah asshole
anjing tai

4:41pmAyu
heh
lo kalo ngga tau cara ngomong yg bener ngga usah ngomong
lo tau dari mana gw lesbi?

4:42pmRyuta
gile lu ngomong kentut kentutan

4:42pmAyu
GW PUNYA PACAR GOBLOK!

4:42pmRyuta
randy ya

Ayu
emg knp?

and btw, i will copy this chat and tell it to your mom and sisters because i am SICK of your inappropriate words towards me that makes no sense at all

4:46pmRyuta is offline.

OMG HE IS EFFIN SCARED OF HIS MOM! oke gw menaro namanya, mungkin sedikit frontal tapi ini bukan pertama atau kedua kali pokoknya dia udh sering ngomong kyk gini.. dan mood gw lgi emosi.. mungkin gw biasanya ngga sejahat ini, tpi krn dia yg nyari mati dan mood gw lgi emosi, keluarlah kejahatan gw! MATI AJA LO ANJING!

:'(

red blackberry curve 8310 telah hilang, hilang pada saat saya diasrama dan sedang menginap disana.. okay u guys might probably be wondering what the hell am i doing in dorm? jadi hari selasa, the stucon members were told to come to school, even though school actually starts on wednesday, we were told to come earlier because we that is our planning day.. kita nginep disana soalnya hari rabu kita juga masih planning day, tpi ngga cuman 1 hari krn itu ngga cukup jdinya diambil hri selasa sama rabu.. rabu we skipped school.. oke jadi it is rabu pagi, around 5 am.. kta udh dibangunin buat exercise.. gw sama misya itu tidurnya sama ank2 asrama soalnya kamar yg buat ank2 stucon udh penuh.. jadi gw ngomong ke misya, eh bawa hp ngga ya? trs akhirnya ngga dan gw taro di kasur.. fyi, GW SELALU TARO HP GW SEMBARANGAN DAN SEUMUR HIDUP GW, ITU NGGA PERNAH ILANG DAN GW PASTI TAU KEBERADAANNYA! trs gw ke blue court sama ank2 yg lain krn mo olahraga.. trs sekitar jam 6an, kita balik krn mo mandi segala macem.. pas gw balik, kok ngga ada hp gw? akhirnya gw mandi aja dulu prbably keselip dimanaa gitu.. trs abis mandi gw cari lgi, dan masih ngga ketemu.. trs session, abis selesai gw balik ke kamar nyari lgi, tpi ngga ada, pokoknya setiap ada waktu break gitu gw balik ke kamar dan nyari deh pokoknya.. trs akhrinya wktu pulang nih tpi lgi packing.. itu dia waktu gw rombak kamarnya.. gw angkat kasur lah, buka lemari lah, segala sesuatu hal deh.. pkknya kamar nya jadi kebalik.. and still no where to be found.. akhirnya kita balik krn mo session lgi closing, trs abis closing gw umumin ke ank2 nanya ada yg ngeliat hp gw ngga? trs semuanya pada ngga ada yg ngeliat.. mulai lah ini kesebar dan jadi masalah besar.. therefore, my phone is officially lost :'( trs akhirnya kita nanya ke supervisor2 asrama, trs yaa dicari.. pas mreka lgi nanya2, gw telp nykp gw pke hp gw.. yaa lo pada tau lah sarkasme seorang ibunda nusuknya gmn.. keluar lah tangisan dari mata gw.. even though beberapa hari setelah kejadian, gw coba untuk cerita ke nykp gw yg kejadiannya PERSIS SAMA KYK GW, naro dikasur trs tiba2 ilang.. msalahnya gw yakin bukan gw yg misplace, krn udh terbukti juga soalnya pas gw sama ank2 stucon lgi exercise, kak elis ngeliat hp gw berada diatas kasur.. trs pas gw balik udh ngga ada.. ya berarti ada yg ngambil dong ya ga? sumpah gw dendam bgt sama yg ngambil.. dia udh bikin gw berdebat sama nykp gw yg bikin gw uncomfortamble bgt..

plurk oh plurk

okay.. so the world of plurk have entertained my holiday.. like in my previous post, the united plurk republican, was made because of plurk.. now, plurk have entertained my holiday because of one topic.. that topic is *her*.. we have been talking, mocking, and doing many other mean things towards this *her*.. actually *her* is about a different person, but the *her* of today is the second generation.. hmm i will call her *her II* hahaah lol :D

okay that is it for this post.. i would just make this short post because i should really continue my lab report.. if you want to see how fun i have had, just go to my plurk page, ayu hapsari prabanto.. :)

i found a holiday activity (y)

ARIANE BENINA BUDIWAN
MISYA CHRISTINA
JESSICA SANANTHA
NATASHA ALESSANDRA
ZSAZSA DANIELLA

above are the list of names of people that have made my holiday less boring.. so, our holiday activity iiiiiiiiis, BEING MEAN! :O ada banyak orang yang kita jahatin, tapi lagi fokusin ke satu orang and our nickname for her is SKSD! :O hahaha jahat banget siih.. due to zsazsa going to new zealand, she has not been updated to SKSD's recent activities or our activities towards it.. so when we come back to school, each member of this society shall be updated with recent activities.. MUAHAHAHA! *evils smirks*

ah poop -_-

aduuh post gw yg dibawah ini eek bgt niih.. pada ngga bener pake error2 segala -_- masalahnya sama kayak post yg ultahnya randy.. aduuh kenapa posts yg gw mau banget share ke org lain error? -_- poop crap shit -_- dan postnya tuh lebih panjang lagi sebenernyaaaa tpi krn error jadi perlu dikurangin.. nyaahhh sebel sebeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel this makes me even more want to SCREAM TILL I LOOSE MY VOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOICE! >:O

holidayy :O

there is a purpose of the emoticon i put next to the title is because this holiday is shocking! i thought it was going to be a great holiday, yet, its again, BORING -_- tapii there's a good side, i get to spend time with my lovely cousiins :) jadii gw nginep dirumahnya fikhashelia dari hari jumat minggu lalu sampe kemareen beh gw udh lama bgt ngga nginep dirumah merekaaa hahaha :D lebaran asiiiiiiiiik.. ngumpul2 sama keluarga.. tapi dibanding sama lebaran2 sebelomnya, this was the least fun karna jakarta PANAS GILA dan agak boring we didn't do much -_- tapi masih asik deh krn bisa ngumpul sama keluargaa :) niih ada foto bersamaaa



setelah lebaran gw masih nginep kan dirumah fikhashelia, dan kita ber silahturahmi kerumah orangorang.. trs kita kerumah temennya bokapnya fikhaa.. disana BEH ASIK PARAHH.. kita makan satu kiloan yang gokilz*ea gaholz hahaa* abis itu kita berkarokean sambil jogedjoged menurunkan kalori hahah :D niihh ada fotofotonyaa



setelah lebaraaaaaaaan i ddnt do much.. tpi kmrn gw sama anak2 lain yg tidak berkelana ke negri lain jalan bareeng! they aare: ayu hapsari prabanto, ariane benina budiMan, jerome gibran de belen, abigail limuria, natasha alessandra kesuma and darren hadidjaja~ ke ps/sency hehe asik looh :O here are the pics!

*for these two pics above, kita foto di iBox pake macnya mereka :D kita ngga ada kerjaan jadinya fotofoto dehh.. liat aja tuh udh diliatin satpam muahahaha.. :D*

okeee those are the updates for ps.. abis itu gw pulang kerumah.. HOME SWEET HOME! <3

CHRISTINA SALENDU ERWIN dan ARIANE BENINA BUDIWAN.. i miss them like hell meeeeeen gilagilaa.. gw kangen sama mereka karna gw lagi jaman2nya curhat sama merekaaa.. i tell them about it gituu and they're always there for me BEH mereka baik bgt deh :) jadiiiii hmm kita bikin nick name dulu dehh.. apa yaa? buat it peci aja deh *okay that was random bgt* dan buat si it yg satu lagii hmmmmm kuntet HAHAHAHA! jadii si peci jadi deket sama kuntet huaaaaaaaaaaa D': mereka jadi bertemanan dekat dan sering chatting gituuu.. mungkin gw lebai ya, i mean gw tau gw lebai, tapi gw panik! krn dengan chatting, gw sama peci bisa begini begitu dan gw takut nnti ke kuntet gitu juga huaaa.. misyanne said not to worry, it won't happen.. they didn't exactly say it that way, they say that peci is poop ass hole jerk and all bad things deh hahaa.. wktu itu gw smsan sama misya ngomongin ini, trs dia bilang:

ehem.
misya: EH PECI lo tuh bajingan apa cewek sih? ga ada bola ya lo?
peci: huh?
misya: jangan sok lugu deh lo. gw tahu lo itu emg g ada jantan2nya tapi lo tuh buta ya? pas *sensored sorry not for public* tuh lo lagi sadar ga sih? buka dong mata lo lo tuh cowo paling g jantan dan paling rese. gw g ngerti sama cara lo yang *sensored again sorry hehe terlalu publik disini* bisa gila2an tapi ga ada aksinya. gw mau muntah ngliat lo. mending dripada lo buang waktu tmen gw, lo diem aja dan ambil kata2homo lo itu semua anjing. ato sama kuntet aja situ saking lo lbih sneng ama dia.
MUAHAHA

*ps: those are the exact words she said in her text hahaa.. expect fot the sensored parts and names :D*

gw pas ngeliat sms ini, mata gw berair, NGGA BOONG.. ada dua alasan. alasan pertama: the fact that misya would stick out for me like that, she is THE BEST FRIEND ANYONE CAN EVER HAVVE! love you misyaa!

ARIANE BENINA BUDIMAN I LOVE YOU TOO! si peghibur gilaa :p kalo gw curhat sama dia, she would say: ah si memek mah kayak gigolo dasar gay~ that is hilarious.. probably not to you people but in my world and me lovely fellow 9th grade of SPH Sentul City classmates, it would be an insult and also a joke (y)

ZSAZSA ONLIIIIIINE KITA GOSSIP LAGI NYAMPAH LAGI CURHATCURHATAN LAGI NGOMONGIN ORANG LAGII! <3>oleholehnya manaaa :p hehee :D those are the things that i would say when this gaholz girl is back from her new zealand expedition.. terlalu gaholz diaa ke nz -_- dia itu si positive girl.. dia ngomongnya ngga pake bad words, she would say, aduuh kok dia gitu sih yu? probably he doesn't mean it that way, dan dia itu sama lo yu bukan yang lain.. don't worry :) tuh kan no harsh words mentioned hahaha :D

hm hm hmm gw mau ngomong apa lagi yaaa? oh iya hari ini WENDY ULANG TAHUUUN! :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDYY! traktirtraktir yee :p heheh you know me lah ;) hmm apa lagi yuaaa? okay i'm thinkiing, i'm thinkiing.. kyknya that's it dehh.. gw akan memberi link blog gw ke bnyk org, and three of them are: CHRISTINA SALENDU ERWIN ARIANE BENINA BUDIWAN ZSAZSA DANIELLA

wokeh deh that's it for this post.. my oh my ini panjang sekalii -_- dibanding sama yg lain i think this is the longesttttt.. oh iya i found this cute blogger template robot loohh hahaha.. tpi i have trouble applying it here -_- gw juga lagi ngga fokus sooo ya pasrah lahh~ oke deh see you till the next post viewers! :)

septemberr

first of all i would like to say, OH MY post gw ttg ultah randy kenapaaa D: gw udh brp kali ngeedit tetep aja gitu -_- HOW NIIH.. tapi ya'll can read it right riiight? sorry kalo ngga jelas hehehe :D WOW WOW WOW so september is just your average september.. nothing big.. cuman skolah ajha yg assignmentsnya bikin mau bunuh diri -_- skrg skolah gw libur lagii! krn bentar lagi lebaran.. omg LEBARAN SEBENTAAAAAR LAGI! :O ngga kerasa abeess.. nnti lebarannya dirumah sheliaaa jadi gw besok cabuts kerumahnya nginep horehoree! :) tapi skrg kan ngga ada kerjaan.. jadii sepertinya, liburan ini sama seperti july break.. YOUTUBE-INGG! :D oh iya btw, gw masuk student council 2009/2010! :) kmrn hari rabu ada upacara pelantikannn oh my happy gw heheh :D hmm apa lagi yaa? kyknya sih udh.. tumben nih gw ngga ada bnyk cerita karna lgi biasa biasa sajaa.. nnti deh kalo ada updates lgi, i would update ASAP! :) wokeh deh see ya'll later viewerss!

2 September 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RANDY! <3

pada tanggal 2 september 2009, Randy Hasjim berulang tahuuun! :) i said happy birthday to him at 12.06.09 loohh hahha ngga penting abeees :D soo after school kita berencana buat kerjain dia tapi dia udh pulang -_- trs kita kerumahnya, dia les dan ngga dirumah -_- so eventually we told his maid to call him and tell him to go home, tapi mbaknya bilang bahwa kita ada dirumahnya.. so the surprise, was RUINED! -_- kita berfikirfikir lagi nih gimana surprise-in diaaa ngga boleh gagal! theen we came up with an idea! :O kita blg aja kita udh pulang, dan mbaknya juga blg kita udh pulang.. trs kita ngumpet deh dikamarnyaaaaa muahaha :D tapi ternyata, mobilnya anne dan vera parkir ditempat yg randy bisa melihat mobilnya, so, the surprise, was RUINED again -_- yaa akhirnya we said SURPIISE! and i gave him a gift :) trs abis itu kita ngajak dia ke teras gituu, DAN KITA CEPLOKIN TELOR DAN LEMPARIN TEPUNG KE DIA DEH! :) once again, happy birthday randy <3

more pics go to:

http://www.facebook.com/walltowall.php?id=857309177&banter_id=685978634&ref=nf#/album.php?aid=2016746&id=1113516923

time for more updates! :)

wow sudah lama kali ku tak nge-update blog! :D oke deh updates niihh.. hm hmmmm bulan ini sih sebenernya masih standard - blom ada apa2 yg spesial.. -_- tpi kmrn dari tanggal 20-22 agustus, gw abis ldk! :O


yg diatas itu foto hari terakhir dan saat2 terakhir ldk pas kita mo balik dari tmpt camping.. gini aja deh gw cerita dari awall~

-tanggal 20 agustus, 2009

hari ini kita masih skolah.. jadi after school kita baru brgkt ke tmptnya yaitu di gumati.. tapi karena gw ada choir, dan beberapa anak2 choir yg lainnya juga pada ikut ldk, kita jadinya nyusul.. seharusnya tuh ada hiking duluu.. tpi gara2 choir jadinya kita ngga hiking.. hari pertama, semua kakak kelas satu angkatan berubah menjadi ALTER EGO~ semuanya jadi galak gituuu behh serem dehh.. gw juga jadi ikut2an berubah menjadi alter ego gw, yaitu pendiem, emo gitulahh.. misya aja sampe bingung gw knp.. tapi sebenernya gw gpp tpi gw juga bingung kok tiba2 berubah gitu ahhaah.. hari pertama sih blom bnyk kegiatan yaa.. baru kyk kenalan gitu dengan suasana LDK dimana para kakak kelas tidak ada toleransi untuk kesalahan apapun.. dan gw pengen banget pulang -_-

LANJUT KE HARI KEDUA!

-tanggal 21 agustus, 2009

kalo hari ini bener2 full day nemplok sama kakak kelas dan suasana LDK.. pagi2 kita sarapan masak sendiri.. asik sih, tpi yaa begitulah.. dan makanan gw juga enak loh! ahhaha :D hari ini jga capek bgt.. kita ada PBB panas penter, trs outbound, tpi asik sihh.. oh iya ada bon fire juga malem2nya dan talent show gituu.. lumayan asik.. dan pas bon firenya, gw mulai kembali dan udh bukan sang alter ego.. mau tau knp? hanya karena satu quote ini:

"when i talk, you listen.. OKAY?"

itu adalah quote yg dikatakan oleh seseorang yang bahan ejekan abeess.. dan ejekan ini dimulai oleh ABHI dan juga FABIO.. mereka longgat ngomongnya SAMA BANGET dan KOCAK ABEESS.. hm hm apa lagi ya hari ini? pokoknya siang2 gw tuh dieeeeeeeeeem bgt udh kyk org sesat.. tpi sore2 pas outbound udh mulai ceria.. bon fire, I'M BACK! :D sepertinya bon fire itu telah menghidupkan gw kembalii hahaha :D

okeoke lanjut ke kisah selanjutnya..

-pukul 1.30 pagi

buat yg ini gw ga naro tanggalnya karena ditengah2.. termasuk tanggal 22 sih tapi masih apart of tanggal 21.. inilah saat JURIT MALAM! :O gw berdua sama ranny jalannya.. kita muter2in tuh satu gumati ke post2.. dan di postnya ada bnyk hal yg bisa gw ambil.. setelah jurit malem ini, gw tuh jadi mengerti the whole point of jurit malem dan ldk itself.. gw tau sih buat ngajarin kita menjadi seorang pemimpin dan juga bikin kita berani dan bernyali, tapi still i dont get the point karena yg gw tau itu cuman di takut2in blablabla.. tpi kalo disini itu berbeda.. mereka aja namainnya bukan jurit malam.. sebenernya sih jurit malam tapi berbeda dari yang lain.. sebenernya tuh jurit malemnya jam 3 pagi, tapi due to hari pertama puasa dan ada sahur, jadinya jam 1.30 pagi lahh.. ada 9 orang.. adela, sakura, gw, ranny, bertha, rully, zee, ebyl, abhi.. jurit malem tuh asik sih, tapi yaa begitulahh.. trs abis jurit malem kita sahur, trs balik ke tenda, dan tidurrrrr~

-tanggal 22 agustus, 2009

hari pertama puasaa! :O hari ini adalah hari terakhir LDK dan kita PULANG! oh how happy i am.. karena gw udh ga sabar bgt pulang.. hari ini kakak2 kelasnya ga galak sama kita2.. mereka udh mulai baik, dan kembali seperti semula.. sudah bukan alter ego mereka lagii haah :D pagi2nya tuh kita sharing2, ngomongin ttg how we feel about this LDK, dan gw ngomong ttg yg gw omongin tadi yg gw blg i dont get the point of jurit malem tapi gara2 SC taun ini, gw jadi ngerti.. gw thankful bgt sama SC taun ini buat LDK ini.. walaupun gw dimarahin lah, dikerjain lah, tapi tetep they have a reason for it.. dan mereka ngelakuin semua hal ini bukan tanpa alesan, pasti ada alesan sekecil apapun itu.. dan abis session ini, kita pack up, dan CABUT PULAANG! tapi sebelom itu kita sempet duduk2an barengan di tmpt yg kita biasanya ngumpul.. disitu anak2 SC langsung pada ngomong, jgn manggil kita2 pake kak lagi! gw lega bgt they are back! ahhaah :D abis itu kita foto2, dan pulaaang! :) dan gw kembali kerumah gw dengan tentram.. LANGSUNG GW BUKA BB DAN LAPTOP! ahahah :D rindu berkomunikasi lewat teknologi gw hehehe :D


welllllll that is it.. itulah update untuk skrg.. basically cuman cerita ttg LDK sih tpi tetep lah its an update kan? ahhah :D sepertinya akan ada update lagi either minggu depan ato 2 minggu lagi, karena ada tanggal spesial hehehe :D yaaa ya'll will see later ;) yaa oke deh that's it for this post.. see you next post viewers! :)

wooo august updates!

gilaaa gw udh lama bgt ya ga ngeupdate blog gueeeee haahaha.. okeoke updates buat bulan ini!

yang pertama, GW TANGGAL 3 AGUSTUS KEMAREN ULTAH LOOH! hahaha HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D aduuh narsis amat ya gw.. hahaha jadi buat ultah gw, gw dikasih kado banyak dari teman2 tercinta dan gw juga dikasih surprise yg saking mengharukan, gw sampe nangis hahaha.. gw dapet starbucks cup YANG SELALU GW INGINKAN dari sahabat tercinta gw misya, dapet kalung yang LUCU gitu ykk vintage2 sama dapet pajangan foto gitu dari anne, kalo dari shanti gw dapet kyk bingkai foto yang sangat so sweet, gw dapet kalung lucu gitu lumba2 dari ivanna, gw dapet kyk headband gitu sama boneka hippo yang lucu dari zsazsa, kaos sama gantungan kunci dari jerome dan mada.. itulah kado2nyaa.. dan skrg gw akan menceritakan tentang surprise gw.. jadiiii kan abis activity trs tiba2 misya minta keatas ketemuan sama tio.. nahh gw blom curiga nih.. trs si misya bisik2 gw mulai curiga.. trs katanya "kita mo liatin lo formasi paskib yang didalem laptopnya misya.." okeee? udh mulai curiga gw.. trs gw keatas bntr ngambil baju dan mereka nyuruh gw pergi dulu -.- trs pas gw kebawah loh kok ke mini soccerfield? trs diliatin lah laptopnya, DAN ITU TERNYATA VIDEO! gw langsung senyum2.. disitu tuh ada anak2 angkatan gw blg happy birthday yang sangatlah so sweet dan kocaaaaaak :) trs ucapan dari ALTO, ADIA dan MELVIN yang paling panjang dan paling bacot -.- trs ada juga dari my BEST 5 GIRLS yaitu SHANTIVANNA, VERANNE, DAN MISYA! tpi krn vera sakit jdinya pake kata2 tapi tetap aku senaaang :) trs dari tio juga sama mayang.. dan dari randy juga ada :) ngomongnya sih cuman a simple "happy birthday ayu," itu ngomong langsung dari mulutnya.. tpi kalo ucapan yang lain ada lagi YANG SANGATLAH SO SWEET dan TELAH BIKIN GW NANGIS! parah bgt ga sih dia bikin gw nangiiis? hhahahaa :D tapi nangisnya terharu kok dan nangisnya BAHAGIA! sumpah gw ngeliat muka dia aja langsung burst into tears gw hehehe :')

okee itulah kisah ultah gw :D naaah skrg kisah skolah niih.. BEHH skolah asik bgt! hehe so far so good~ hhehee.. tpi waktu itu sempet vera ga masuk beberapa hari gituu gw ga seberisik kalo ada dia ahahah :D tpi asik looh gw makin deket sama ituu heeheh seneng deeehh :) dan dan dan makin sering berkomunikasi kita karena BBM! thank you blackberry ME LOVE! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">skrg udh pake voice note! aaww gila girang gitu gw hahahah seneng abisnyaa hihiii :) yaa so far itulah updates buat bulan inii.. nnti kalo ada apa2 gw usahain update lagi deehhh okeoke? wokeh deh see you soon view

back to school 2009/2010!

my oh myyyyyyyyy its so frikin soon, and now BACK TO SCHOOL BABEEHH! :D gw tahun ini naik ke kelas 9.. gw punya list classmates gw niiih..

9.1a - ms. elise

abby, andrea, gio, hendra, jerome, jessica nevina anggadibrata (anak baru), nasha, randy, rei, ryo, sam, vera hyun min..

9.1b - pak yosua

angga, al, alvan edgar tjandra (anak baru), ayu, ivanna, jennifer, jeremy, jesse, malvin, matt, dinar, ramadani angelica tamara (anak baru), trias..

hhmm.. kelasnya sih asiik, tpi at the same time juga yaaaaah kok kelasnya iniii? jadi gw punya emoticon yg PAS bgt sama sikon inii.. :): jadi :) tpi at the same time ): lucu ya ya yaaa? hahahaa oke ayu LEBAI -.-

tadi itu FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! kmrnnya tuh kyk ada induction gituu.. ASIK BGT.. ngumpul gitu diskolah beberapa anak2 sekelas ahahhaa.. trs abis itu CABUTS KE BOQER!! hahaha.. gaul nih ceritanyaaa hahaha :D nah nah naaahhh hari ini itu, SANGATLAH BIKIN NGANTUK! gw ga pernah sengantuk itu di skolah.. parah bgt pokoknya.. mo seasik apapun kelas itu, tetep gw matanya kebuka stengah doang.. hm hm mo ngomong apa lagi ya gw.. udh aja deeh that's it for this post hahaha :D udh ga fokus nih gw hehee.. oceh deehh.. c u till the next post! :)

updates

so so so wazzup everybodeehh? hahaha so asik bgt sih gw.. BEEHH liburan makin bosen aja kerjaannya -.- jadii sejak last post yg gw bikin, yaitu tentang TEROR BOM DI JAKARTA which made me pissed so badd, gw kerjaannya sama aja.. cuman dirumah, buka fb, buka plurk.. skrg plurk SEPI GILA.. fb juga -.- notificationnya jarang~ tpi gw skrg lumayan rajin main restaurant city :D oh iya, not forgetting, KUMON! gw juga ngerjain kumon -.- rajin bgt ya gw lgi liburan trs gw ngerjain kumon.. HORE AYU RAJIN! ahahah :D oh iyaa dan kmrn hari sabtu, gw ke boqer bersama, IVANNA, VERA, MORENA, JON, MARK, GIO, RICKY, ADAM, dan kita nonton HARRY POTTER 6!! and it was off the hook meeennnn.. ahahah sebenernya agak mengecewakan sih, tpi ya lumayan lahh.. itu bisa dibilang, THE WORST HARRY POTTER MOVIE EVER MADE! tpi ga tau knp its soooo good at the same time.. ahhahaa.. I WANT HARRY POTTER'S OWL! i want to have a pet, that you can cuddle and play with! OTHER THAN A DOG OR A CAT! gw maunya kalo ga bunny, ya itu lah owl itu.. tpi akan sangat mahal meennn dan pasti GA BOLEH sama nyokap gw :D waktu itu gw punya hamster, but they are too small for you to cuddle! hm hm hhmm apa lagi ya updatesnyaa.. OH IYA! it is back! HOREE!! :) seneng deh nih ceritanyaaa hahaha :D oh iyaaa, besok badminton! horee bisa ketemu teman2 tercintaaa :) <3 style="font-style: italic;">*sigh* cwek sendiri.. sebenernya gpp sih, sejak it gw jadi ga mau be the only girl there hahaha.. AYU LEBAI! *barfing* tpi tpi gw mau bgt gilaa krn ketemuuu.. hihihii :) oh iya besok juga kemungkinan gw ke boqer juga sama VERA dan PUSPA.. tpi masih ga tau juga dehhh.. ahhaahha :D aaaa i want to meet somebody! anybody! tpi selain org2 yg dirumah gw secara setiap hari juga ngeliat -.- well that's it for this post lah hehehee.. nanti kalo ada apa2 gw update lagi deh nih blog ahahah wokeehh? oceh deehh.. bye all you viewers of my blog!

terror bom di jakarta, LAGI -.-

ya ampuunn.. pagi ini gw buka fb, terus statusnya pada blg, bom di jakarta, ya pokoknya gitu2 lah.. DAN TERNYATA, JAKARTA KENA BOM LAGII! D: di JW marriot dan juga di ritz carlton hotel.. gilaaaaaa.. sumpah ya, gara2 para org2 tidak berotak dan tolol yg ngebom itu, MU ga jadi dateng, org2 jadi harus ribet pindah hotel lain, dan, GW MINGGU GA JADI KE SENCY x( sebenernya maish ga tau sih, tpi gila, ga lucu bgt kalo gw ke sency trs kena bom.. tapi gw mau banget ke sencyyyyyy :( pengen ngeliat spongebobnya ituu.. bukan shownya, tpi yg barang2 dijualin.. soalnya gw kmrn ngeliat ada jaket lucu gitu, gw pengenn.. dan disana juga ada booth2 kyk buat wii, sony, blablablaa.. dan mungkin ada gadget yg lucu yg gw bsa pakai.. ya ga ya gaaa? dan cuman sampe tgl 19, dan tgl 19 tuh minggu inii.. ARGH! GW BENCI TERORISSS!!! apa sih sebenernya pentingnya ngebom? GA PENTING SAMA SEKALI!! maunya apaaa? ga usah pake bom juga kann.. adanya lo masuk penjara trs palingan hukum mati, kalo ngga lo bom bunih diri, you kill yourself demi ngebom indonesia.. ITU GA PENTING BGT MENNN sumpah norakkk... aaaaaaaa gw mau ke sency, TO THE MAXXX! AAAH GW BENCI BENCI BENCI TERORIISS!

*oh iya dan jgn sampe bali di bom juga, krn krn krn :'(