perih - vierra

Dirimu
Tak pernah menyadari
Semua
Yang pernah kau miliki

Kau buang aku
Tinggalkan diriku
Kau hancurkan aku
Seakan ku tak pernah ada

Aku kan bertahan
Meski takkan mungkin
Menerjang kisahnya
Walau perih.. Walau perih

Salahkah
Aku terlalu cinta
Berharap
Semua kan kembali

Kau buang aku
Tinggalkan diriku
Kau hancurkan aku
Seakanku tak pernah ada

Aku kan bertahan
Meski takkan mungkin
Menerjang kisahnya
Walau perih

Aku kan bertahan
Meski takkan mungkin
Menerjang kisahnya
Walau perih.. Walau perih

oh yes!

girls

(y)

flashback

• Boy: I need someone to talk to.
• Girl: I'm always here for you.
• Boy: I know.
• Girl: What's wrong?
• Boy: I like her so much.
• Girl: Talk to her.
• Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me.
• Girl: Don't say that...you're amazing.
• Boy: I just want her to know how I feel.
• Girl: Then tell her.
• Boy: She won't like me.
• Girl: How do you know that?
• Boy: I can just tell her...
• Girl: Well just tell her.
• Boy: What should I say?
• Girl: Tell her how much you like her.
• Boy: I tell her daily.
• Girl: What do you mean?
• Boy: I'm always with her...I love her.
• Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same problem...but he'll never like me.
• Boy: Wait. Who do you like?
• Girl: Oh, some boy.
• Boy: Oh, she won't like me either.
• Girl: She does.
• Boy: How do you know?
• Girl: Because who wouldn't like you?
• Boy: You.
• Girl: You're wrong. I love you.
• Boy: I love you too.
• Girl: So are you going to talk to her?
• Boy: I just did.
  

"love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop”
- ANONYMOUS"

<3

i'm in love with DEMI LOVATO! since like yesterday or 2 days ago, i was youtube-ing, and i watched demi lovato's music video, don't forget. WOW awesome song (y) and also, i love the song get back. i don't like it because of the lyrics, but i love her voice especially in that song. if i sing that song, people tend to think that i mean it, but i don't! -_- oh well, who cares what people thinks? haaha :D

lines from songs - wows

• mana janji manismu, mencintaiku sampai mati.. kini engkau pun pergi, saatku terpuruk sendiri.. aku lah sang mantan - mantan, nidji
• katamu kau tak akan tinggalkan aku, sakiti aku, lukai aku.. tapi kau ternyata tinggalkan aku, sendiri - lagu sedih, mulan jameela
  
• when the phone would ring, and i know it was you - get back, demi lovato
• did you regret, ever standing by my side? - don't forget, demi lovato
• tonight will be the night that i will fall for you over again, don't make me change my mind. i won't live to see another day i sweat its true, because a boy like you is impossible to find, impossible to find - fall for you, secondhand serenade
• lucky i'm in love with my best friend - lucky, jason mraz ft. colbie calliat *sarcasm grr*
• ku kan setia, menjagamu, bersama dirimu dirimu woo - bersamamu, vierra *bull crap*
• i don't love you, like i did, yesterday - i don't love you, my chemical romance *easy to say, hard to actually mean it*

don't forget

did you forget, that i was even alive?
did you forget, everything we ever had?
did you forget, did you forget about me?

did you regret ever standing by my side?
did you forget we were feeling inside?
now i'm left to forget about us

but somewhere we went wrong
we were once so strong
our love is like a song, you can't forget it

so now i guess this is where we have to stand
did you regret ever holding my hand? -> never happened, wish it could
never again, please don't forget, don't forget

we had it all, we were just about to fall
even more in love, than we were before
i won't forget, i won't forget about us

but somewhere we went wrong
we were once so strong
our love is like a song, you can't forget it at all

and at last all the pictures have been burned
and all the past is just a lesson that we've learned
i won't forget, please don't forget, about us

somewhere we went wrong
we were once so strong
our love is like a song, but you won't sing along
you've forgotten about us
don't forget

songs i CANNOT get out from my head

1. party in the U.S.A - miley cyrus

idk how this song got into my head. so i was watching disney channel, and this song appeared, trs its stuck in my head now, and i like the song :]

1. fall for you - secondhand serenade

i LOVE this song, but now its stuck in my head, idk why. maybe because its true? OH NOO JANGAN SAMPAI! :O

1. the climb - miley cyrus

yaaa this song isnt really in my head now, but it is still sometimes hehe :D

1. you said - anonymous

well this song is stuck in my head coz i made it :] adia, anne and misya wants to hear it. shelia and nasha have huahaa :D but now its kinda embarassing coz of the deep lyrics and the song is boring -_-

cravings

• CHOCOLATE FUDGE CAKE
• J.COOL! <3
• pictures for me to edit - in the mood to edit
• HOLIDAY! or at least smthng that would stop hw - grr
• another YOUTH CAMP! (?) i suddenly miss it, because of my friends being with me
• reuniiiii bersama anak2 seangkatan dari kelas 1 SD smpe 3 SMP kalau mungkin :] imygsm
• white tops
• t-shirts
• jeans leggings or legging jeans, ya basically leggings that looks like jeans
• some more pants/jeans
• leggings that are like stocking, but they're leggings
  
• shoes and sandals
• jacket/sweater
• dvd marathon
• blackberry bold! *grrr* my mom allows me to have it, but she said "if we hve the money" _-_
• people's stories that i can help with :]
• breakfast! *for now, coz there's nthing to eat this morning -_-
• canon 500D - live time crave
• taking pics! (?) idk why
• my old hair, when i was in austria, BEST HAIR STYLE EVER for me! i love it
• high waists (skirt/pants/jeans)
• watching 90210 and heroes AGAIN from season 1 till their last season coz i frgt the story -_-
• THE TRUTH! :O
• my sisters - imysm :(
• houston, austria, perth
• a day where i can be emotional, write songs, do anything that i wanna do
• TIME MACHINE

GOSH that's a lot of cravings -_- it took me more than 5 mins, which means i think about my cravings! :D

pagi pagi bikin emosi

gilaa baru aja jam segini udh ada aja org yg bisa bikin gw emosi. jadi gw charge hp di comp bawah, trs gw lupa ada alarm jam 7, trs gw denger dan kebangun.. trs ada org yg norak gaptek gitu, ngga tau cara matiinnya. bangun2 ya gw ngecek lah ada sms ato bbm ato apa lah.. dia kan nanya gmn cara matiin alarm, dan kalo matiin alarm harus ada alarmnya dan harus nungguin jam yega? emg tuh org udh sok tau, gaptek, emosian ngga jelas -_- pas alarmnya udh bunyi, yaah dia kyk anak kecil, gantian gitu dia beres2 trs ngmng "bentar ya" dengan nada sarkasme kyk tai abis. NORAK LO! gw sih ngga penting lo tau ato ngga, lo yg perlu. BESOK GW NYALAIN NIH ALARM SMPE BERJAM2 BIAR LO STRESS SENDIRI NGGA TAU CARA MATIINYA! MAMAM TUH! :@

ps: sry ya kata2nya kasar. gw lgi emosi. palingan besok gw baca post ini langsung gw delete.. krn kebawa emosi yg disebabkan oleh sesorang yg udh tua tpi norak abis kyk anak kecil @_@

CALLING ALL BOYS! READ THISSSSS! *so so true*

from zsazsa's blog, you can see it in her blog heheh :D

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.



When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.



When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how
long you will be around.



When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all
fine.

When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.



When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.



When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.



When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.



When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than
that.



Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....



Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses
your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he
is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

i swear, this is SO SO TRUE! guys, this is how actually girls are like! again, this is SO SO TRUE! buat it, BACAA! @_@

btw gw lgi suka emoticon @_@ idk why lol :D

thank you

before knowing the truth, i was crushed, but because of someone who cares about me, MORE than you do, while you're supposed to care about me the most compared to others, IRONY! *grr* you said A LOT of sweet, yet bullshit crap, and one of them is that you want us to be closer, to be a normal couple where we are close instead of far, and you said it ended because of it is nicer for us to be friends because we are closer. the reason you ended this was because i want to be close to you? OH MY GOD! dude, you are PATHETIC! now i regret ever having to do with you.

tears? you won't be seeing them anymore, at least not about you, for i have known the truth!

farewell..

stupid bull craps -_-

it all began with...

lucky - jason mraz ft/ colbie calliat

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

then when everything was great, and we were blooming...

bersamamu - vierra

memandang wajahmu cerah
membuatku tersenyum senang indah dunia
tentu saja kita pernah
mengalami perbedaan kita lalui

tapi aku merasa
jatuh terlalu dalam cintamu
ku tak akan berubah
ku tak ingin kau pergi selamanya oohh...

ku kan setia menjagamu
bersama dirimu dirimu oohh...
sampai nanti akan slalu
bersama dirimu...

saat bersamamu kasih
kumerasa bahagia dalam pelukmu...

tapi aku merasa
jatuh terlalu dalam cintamu
ku tak akan berubah
ku tak ingin kau pergi selamanya oohh...

ku kan setia menjagamu
bersama dirimu dirimu oohh...
sampai nanti akan slalu
berasma dirimu...

seperti yang kau katakan
kau akan slalu ada..2x
oohh....
menjaga memeluk diriku
dengan cintamu
dengan cintamu hoo...

ku kan setia menjagamu
bersama dirimu dirimu oohh...
sampai nanti akan slalu
bersama dirimu...

saat bersamamu kasih
kumerasa bahagia dalam pelukmu...

a confusion happened, it was complicated..

She calls me baby, then she won't call me.
Says she adores me and then ignores me.
Jenny, what's the problem?
She keeps her distance and sits on fences.
Puts up resistance and builds defenses.

Jenny, what's the problem?
You leave me hanging on the line.
Every time you change your mind.

First You say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me.

She needs her own space. She's playing mind games.
Ends up at my place saying that she's changed.
Jenny, what's the problem?
I'm trying to read between the lines.
You got me going out of my mind.

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me. It's killing me. It's killing me.
Jenny.

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny.

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny. It's killing me. It's killing me. Jenny.


and all of them ended just like that. farewell

Well, when you go
So never think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you g
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday